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Hello. First of all, I am not even sure how I am supposed to start writing this post. Second of all, I don’t know how to feel about it. I have thought a lot about this and I have decided to do it. Not because I am feeling desperate, but because I need help. Third of all, I would very much appreciate if you all read all of this. It would actually mean the universe to me, if you did.

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Today has been one of the hardest days of my life. My ex boyfriend just insulted me, called me a whore, told me to die, told me to disappear, for absolutely no reason, at all. He broke up with me two weeks ago because I told him we should go for a walk on the beach and he chose to be with his friends over me and I got mad. And then even had the guts to tell me he was hanging out with a girl that has always caused us problems, last Saturday. 

I feel absolutely heartbroken. Mostly because he is playing the victim card. He was never supportive towards my depression. He told me I am doing absolutely nothing with my life. He told me he is sick of me. He told me to die. To die.

And I feel like dying. I have been crying for hours. And I don’t know what to do. I already blocked him from everywhere. I already deleted his number. My mom is about to lose her shit and already told me to never speak to him ever again. My friends are being supportive but I am feeling like hell. I needed to write this down because I feel like nobody in this world deserves to hear something like this, especially from someone who was supposed to love you the most.