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Hello. First of all, I am not even sure how I am supposed to start writing this post. Second of all, I don’t know how to feel about it. I have thought a lot about this and I have decided to do it. Not because I am feeling desperate, but because I need help. Third of all, I would very much appreciate if you all read all of this. It would actually mean the universe to me, if you did.

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Today was my gynecologist appointment and I barely slept because I was too nervous and anxious. It was a very painful appointment because the pain is getting worse and the exam the doctor did has made me bleed. He is still unsure of what I have but he didn’t exclude the possibility of being endometriosis, he said it’s quite possible that it is. He also thought it could probably be a wound in the cervix and I’d probably have to do a surgery to remove it but he didn’t want to scare me so that’s why he decided that we should ran a few more tests in the future. I just have to wait for another letter with another appointment date. I’m not sure how long it will take but hopefully not long because he didn’t give me any meds for the pain.
He also asked about my depression and I explained him everything and told him the antidepressives I have been taking (Venlafaxina 75 mg - I don’t think I have mentioned the name of my meds before).
I will also receive a letter with the amount of money I will have to pay for the taxes of the appointment so if you wish to donate my e-mail is gabrielasantosmmoreira@gmail.com. Like I have said before, just a small donation is already VERY helpful and I will always feel very grateful to all of you.
Thank you. You have been my rock.